不知道为什么

最近不知道是怎样
不知道是说错话还是什么
不知道是理念不同还是怎样
不知道是想法不同还是怎样
不知道是原则不同还是怎样

有一位朋友
看着她一路从dms跟我和另一位朋友一起升上来bridging
这一路走来不知道是她幸运还是有天分
懵懵懂懂玩玩闹闹就顺利从这个diploma passing out le
那时选degree course的时候我还有提醒她选uol这条路就要勤劳,努力
然后现在他给我的感觉就好像看不起这个短暂的bridging course
一个月的course都已经够短了
她还敢skip了几堂课
上课90%对着电话,三不五时就问要break了没有
好心提醒她这几天Lecturer开始教新的东西
开始有点挑战性了
他不理会我不要紧还给我脸色看,还说一些难听的话
我是怎样,说错了吗
有时候真的觉得好心做坏事
这几天,我们再也没有说过一句话
后个礼拜就要考试,她连上课的material都没拿齐
下个礼拜还要去三天的camp玩
以前他可以把dms这个course不当一回事, 因为dms真的没有很难
可是现在可是bridging leh.
如果他真的顺利pass这个bridging course, 我真的要把她当神拜了。


以前dms一伙的朋友分散了以后
真的很少见面了
好像rita说的, 这班人真的很放不开
有些事情坦白说出来不就好了嘛
可是他们会选择偷偷摸摸
这样不是只会让彼此更尴尬
然后whatsapp group都不怎么active, 只是有事相求才出现
比如candy crush需要ticket, 就post个"ticket",
不是说什么啦,真的很不喜欢这种态度咯
然后不然就 can u help me to check my attendance .etc
我只能说这段友情很脆弱, 对这班朋友也快要心灰意冷了


Anyway, 好消息找到新房子租了
整个过程从找人筹人数到看单位
才发现每个人都有自己想要的东西
也很难满足每一个人的要求
有些人有些东西明明不关他的事他也要插一手搞搞阵
有些人说不会丢下我一个人找房子然后出最多力的也还真是她
有些人就口是心非在那边,然后还在那边继续否认 -__-
不过现在总算找到一间  应该   合大家心意的屋子

Okay, 开始要stress了
econs越上越不明
然后math越上越舍不得
为什么math的课比econs来得少
我情愿上math eh
有时我在想如果以前初中的数学老师都好像倪子杰这样
我数学的base应该没有现在的差
我也应该会很喜欢数学。

The days I hanging out......

Went to Saveur@Orchard to have this French Cuisine w Eason, Danny and Siewboon after their exam.

Honestly, this Duck Leg Confit is abit salty but overall still okay.

Guess what, this plate cost me less than $10, affordable right? So what else do you want?

Saveursg liked my Duck Leg Confit Insta, heheheheh.

Purposely went to Square2@Novena just to see HaHA last Friday night.

I was knowing that he was in Singapore before my lecture class has ended.

Rushing from my uni to Square2 since weesin and I had nothing to do that night.

We managed to reach in time right before he appeared.

The structure of the building sucks cause there are too many blind spots.

Quite disappointing that HaHa and Skull didnt perform any songs,

I expect they will sing Busan Vacance one.

Yesterday, which was a Sunday, the property agent dated us to view units, yes we are moving out soon.

However, the date was canceled at the end and I was being dragged to Orchard by my roommates,

argh spending money again.

Went to The Grand Cathay to watch Pacific Rim.

I have to say The Grand Cathay is the best cinema I have gone so far,

it is like 2x of msia gsc cinema.

Trust me, this movie is like a adult version of Ultraman LOL

Well, it is not bad to watch. 

The boys and the girls.

Went to 阿秋甜品 after the movie.

Their desserts are not bad.

Their Durian西米露 is a must they said.

Danny x Eason x Kevin

This is how we communicate hahahah.

Dont ask what does bukgiu mean for... I created myself hahahhaha.

I'm in a kind of lifeless recently
Nothing to update in either insta or fb
As a result of spending too much at the beginning of July,
now I'm forced to study at school or spending my time on my bed or computer
in order to save my money T__T
BUT, i cant stand with this situation anymore
Must hangout after roommates have done their exam
and my turn very soon, scary.
God please let me pass through this shit, pleaseeeeee.
FYI, my econs lecturer was gone to Switzerland to present something.
Therefore, my econs classes are canceled for a week,
that's why I have 4 days of holidays last week.
Guess what? This course was started at the beginning of July
and I'm having my one-time-exam on the beginning of August.
Which means, this course is very express indeed and my econs lecturer still dare to disappear for a week.
Ahhhh, hopeless already, mou ngan tai.
Anyway, he is coming back this Thursday and I'm ready for the school life of 6 hours of lectures a day.
Trust me, it must be really tiring :/

Recently mad in love with clarity - Zedd and stuck on you - Meiko, keep replaying these songs like a boos.
I know these song from someone's soundcloud. Never knew the actual function of soundcloud until this.
Then I found out soundcloud can function like a playlist, even playing songs that u didnt choose.
I like this function as sometimes you are lazy to pick song to play, so why don't you just let it to play songs randomly.
To be honest, that people who I got through has similar interest as me, even there is a Malay song in the playlist which I think quite not bad to listen sia L.O.L

I need more guts.

Sometime I mean I don't care, actually I mean I care, very much.

Everything was finally settled down last week for this bridging course
I have to say I very bek chek about the student pass application thingy and I have to apply for it again 2 mths later grrrr
I have done my diploma but I am not a degree student yet
I have to pass this so called Bridging course to get back to my degree life for the 2nd time
I have to say the bridging course is kind of boring especially for the econs
I cant stand with my lecturer's accent and his voice is quite low.
I cant stand with the timing of my lessons too, my class usually starts on 3.30pm everyday.
The only thing that attracts me in the class is the Indonesian classmate
She has a pair of smiling eyes (like someone does) which giving me a false illusion that she is smiling all the times. hahaha
I like smiling eyes, dont you like?

Time flies and I damn moody coz there were two things I didnt fulfill during last sem break.
I feel hopeless and I can't do anything to fulfill it.
Aaaaahhhhh, may be I should just bang the wall.